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    February 26

    In my secret life

    Leonard Cohen 
     
    In my secret life
    In my secret life
    In my secret life
    In my secret life
     
    I saw you this morning
    You were moving so fast
    Can't seem to loosen my grip
    On the past
    And I miss you so much
    There's no one in sight
    And we're still making love
    In my secret life
    In my secret life
     
    I smile when I'm angry
    I cheat and I lie
    I do what I have to do
    To get by
    But I know what is wrong
    And I know what is right
    And I'd die for the truth
    In my secret life
     
    Hold on, hold on, my brother
    My sister, hold on tight
    I finally got my orders
    I'll be marching through the morning
    Marching through the night
    Moving cross the borders
    Of my secret life
    In my secret life
     
    Looked through the paper
    Makes you want to cry
    Nobody cares if the people
    Live or die
    And the dealer wants you thinking
    That it's either black or white
    Thank g-d it's not that simple
    In my secret life
     
    I bite my lip
    I buy what I'm told
    From the latest hit
    To the wisdom of old
    But I'm always alone
    And my heart is like ice
    And it's crowded and cold
    In my secret life
    February 20

    Where is Rock'N Roll?

    Still loving you
    Scorpion

    Time, it needs time
    To win back your love again
    I will be there, I will be there
    Love, only love
    Can bring back your love someday
    I will be there, I will be there

    Fight, babe, I'll fight
    To win back your love again
    I will be there, I will be there
    Love, only love
    Can break down the walls someday
    I will be there, I will be there

    If we'd go again
    All the way from the start
    I would try to change
    The things that killed our love
    Your pride has build a wall, so strong
    That I can't get through
    Is there really no chance
    To start once again?
    I'm loving you

    Try, baby try
    To trust in my love again
    I will be there, I will be there
    Love, our love
    Just shouldn't be thrown away
    I will be there, I will be there

    If we'd go again
    All the way from the start
    I would try to change
    The things that killed our love
    Your pride has build a wall, so strong
    That I can't get through
    Is there really no chance
    To start once again?

    If we'd go again
    All the way from the start
    I would try to change
    The things that killed our love
    Yes I've hurt your pride, and I know
    What you've been through
    You should give me a chance
    This can't be the end

    I'm still loving you
    I'm still loving you
    I need your love
    I'm still loving you
    Still loving you, baby...

    今天听到Scorpion的Still loving you,还是很震撼,就是很喜欢这样的糟老头儿,ACDC的Highway to hell也是一样,听着这样沧桑的声音,觉得实在是太有感觉了,鸡皮疙瘩起了全身,那样的曲子,那样的词藻,那样的氛围,真的让人能体会到老爷子们所传达的那种精神,这才是真正的范儿,不是表面的东西,而是经过时间积淀下来的一股底蕴。之所以很感动,或许是从Scorpion的这首歌中找到了寄托吧……昨天说起自己,觉得我不是活在现实生活中的人,总是活在自己的幻想中,或者说理想中,然而这种理想曾经有过,现在却并不明晰,还在寻找中,尽管这个过程很艰苦,还是要继续挣扎,扑腾得了几下儿算几下儿……

    于是,开始想,摇滚究竟怎么了?为什么只有从七、八十那个年代才能找到那种感觉呢?那个年代孕育的多是那种很硬,很刚毅的情绪,是一种震撼,而现在,这种气质已经很少了,即便有也大多都是在装,多是那种慵懒,呻吟的情绪,不能叫震撼,只能算作撩人或迷幻。

    曾经被问摇滚是什么,我觉得摇滚是一种精神,不死的精神。曾经在一次迷笛的现场看到一人举着一块儿白板,上面用鲜红的颜色写着一句话:“音乐可以结束,生命可以完结,但理想不会……”我很喜欢,我觉得那是一种崇高的境界……

    February 18

    献给我可爱的弟弟

    小白,我可爱的弟弟
    不是亲生,却犹如亲人般的感情
    听到他叫的一声姐,总会觉得很温暖
    只看到了我的签名,就知道我需要什么
    不管发生什么,我知道,他会永远站在我这一边

    已经想不太起来初次见面的情景
    只记得我在吉他协会的招新时
    碰到了一个挺特别的北京男孩儿
    在第一次明湖的演出时被他认了姐姐
    不知他看上了我哪点
    跟他相比,我又土又没艺术细胞

    然后就开始跟他混在一起
    吃饭,逛街,混迷笛,看现场

    一起吃最爱的宫保鸡丁
    一起在交大瞎逛瞎扯
    眼瞅着他越变越有气质,越来越范儿
    我很自豪,吼吼~

    心中想着
    那是我弟啊~
    不弹吉他
    而弹贝斯啊~
    始终觉得,弹贝斯的男人是天底下最性感的男人
    可惜,一直没机会听他弹
    不知什么时候可以了却这个夙愿
    想他要能录个小样儿给我传来就好了
    这样我想家,想北京的时候就能听听



    February 13

    Fade into you

    在汪峰前女人的博客听到这首歌,觉得非常美
    挺喜欢那个女孩儿的感觉,很有想法的一个人,有种朋克精神,很特别
    看她的博客总能发现点儿东西

    Fade into you
    Mazzy Star

    I want to hold the hand inside you
    I want to take a breath thats true
    I look to you and I see nothing
    I look to you to see the truth

    You live your life
    You go in shadows
    You'll come apart and you'll go black
    Some kind of night into your darkness
    Colors your eyes with what's not there

    Fade into you
    Strange you never knew
    Fade into you
    I think it's strange you never knew

    A strangers light comes on slowly
    A strangers heart without a home
    You put your hands into your head
    And then smile's cover your heart

    Fade into you
    Strange you never knew
    Fade into you
    I think it’s strange you never knew

    Fade into you
    Strange you never knew
    Fade into you
    I think it's strange you never knew
    I think it's strange you never knew

    February 01

    忘不了的你

    明知道我不该爱你
    为什么好像有联系
    我也曾决意想忘记
    一转眼偏又想起你

    明知道我不该想你
    为什么好像有回忆
    我也曾决意想忘记
    一转眼偏又惦记你

    你莫非有魔力
    总叫我怀念你
    怀念着你的情意

    你莫非有魔力
    总叫我盼望你
    盼望着和你在一起

    明知道我不该爱你
    为什么好像有联系
    我也曾决意想忘记
    一转眼偏又想起你