刚刚看完午夜巴塞罗那，现在的感觉只有三个字：Oh My God!!!
之前妞儿跟我说里面的两个女主角身上有我们俩的影子，我还将信将疑，现在真是没话说了……最神奇的是我跟剧中那个女孩儿居然连英文名儿都一样……我就是那个外人看来我知道追求的是什么，但其实我对自己所找寻的并不清楚，但又没有勇气像Cristina那样随性而行……

爱情虽然是美好的，但寻求爱情的过程实在是条苦行路，我们都被困缚其中，想要抽身却被泥泞粘住，欲罢不能……又有多少人能只为自己而活，像空中的鸟儿那样无拘无束呢？忘掉过去的种种，逃避未来的一切，只活在现在，只享受当下短暂而有限的小小的快乐？

与以前不同的是，我不再judge别人，一旦我认定的最亲密的朋友，就像亲人一样，我会无条件的爱着他们，不管他们做了什么，不管他们选择什么样的生活，不管那在外人看来是多么不可理喻或是荒唐的生活，因为我知道，缺少爱人的我们，彼此互为精神的依靠，我只希望他们能找到真正的幸福，他们能打心底快乐，他们能美美地睡上一觉……

因为我知道，在这个世界上，能找到几个真正懂你并理解的人，很难，所以我们需要珍惜彼此


一如既往地附上歌词，Giulia y Los Tellarini的Barcelona，西班牙语+英语，很可惜我不知道英语翻译的是否精准。不过，这样的西班牙吉他，听不懂歌词，也无妨。5月底要去巴塞罗那，很期待，充满艺术气息和激情的城市……

Barcelona

Giulia y los Tellarini

Por qué tanto perderse, tanto buscarse, sin encontrarse?
Me encierran los muros de todas partes
Barcelona te estás equivocando, no puedes seguir inventando,
que el mundo sea otra cosa y volar como mariposa

Barcelona, hace un calor que me deja fría por dentro,
con este vicio de vivir mintiendo
Qué bonito sería tu mar, si supiera yo nadar
Barcelona, mi mente está llena de cara de gente extranjera:
conocida, desconocida y vuelta a ser transparente

No existo más Barcelona, siendo esposa de tus ruidos,
tu laberinto extrovertido
No he encontrado la razón, por qué me duele el corazón
Porque es tan fuerte que sólo podré vivirte en la distancia y escribirte una canción

Te quiero Barcelona (¡ella tiene el poder! x4),
Barcelona es poderosa (¡ella tiene el poder!),
Barcelona es poderosa (¡ella tiene el poder!),
Barcelona es poderosa (¡ella tiene el poder!),
Barcelona (¡ella tiene el poder¡), Barcelona es poderosa

English

Why so much losing of oneself,
searching of oneself, without finding oneself?
The walls close in on me from all sides

Barcelona. You are mistaken, you can't keep ignoring,
that the world may be some other thing, and fly like a butterfly
Barcelona. It's so hot the heat leaves me cold inside,
with this vice of living a lie
(literally living lying) how beautiful your ocean would be,
if I knew how to swim

Barcelona. My mind is full of faces of strangers known,
unknown, and back to being transparent
I no longer exist Barcelona, being married to your sounds,
your extroverted labyrinth, I've not found the reason why my heart hurts

Because it's (the pain) so strong that
I'll only be able to experience you from a distance and write you a song
I love you Barcelona
(Chorus: She has the power) Barcelona is powerful

晚上和突尼斯美眉准备了丰盛的墨西哥餐招待她的朋友们，其实也就是墨西哥卷儿。喝到一个人刚从墨西哥带回来的tequila，传统喝法，舔盐+tequila+青柠，超酷，超好喝～～～可惜没有shot的那种小杯，分我的杯子是whisky那种大杯，看着太豪放了……
听听他们聊墨西哥的一种传统游戏，聊玛雅文化，聊电脑游戏，聊电视节目，也挺好玩儿，就当是应酬了～

继续换歌儿，Kelly Clarkson的My Life Would Suck Without You
总能找到不同的歌唱我所想，即便每天换不同的心情，也还是能找到……
以前听歌只听旋律，很少记歌词。现在听英文或法文的歌都必须要找歌词，觉得好些歌词都写的特好
偶然间听到一耳朵的旋律，也能从盲听出的歌词中搜到，练听力吧，就算

Would your life suck without him?


My Life Would Suck Without You
Kelly Clarkson

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life would suck without you

为了一时的快乐
错过了最珍贵的感情
我们究竟还有多少青春可够挥霍？

是环境造就了我们
还是我们顺应了环境
异或是一切的一切
都只是让自己好过些的借口

在这片希望的田野上
有多少人能找到归宿？
在这片蔚蓝的大海上
有多少人能坚持航向？
在这片晴朗的天空上
有多少人能越飞越高？

我找不到归属感
我想回国了……
我不想再失去了……